The grey of my heart calls me.When I wish you were there,
and hide when you show up.
When I long for your voice,
and shut my ears when you call.
When your tantalizing memory appeals,
and your presence begin to suffocate.
When you whisper those sweet songs,
and I know that you can’t be mine.
When I wish that I just owned you,
and then I wish that I could set you free.
Nor I know what makes me choose you,
neither, what’ll make you go away.
But I know not how to hate you,
and I know not what my heart says.
Now I just wish it was clearer,
and now I just pray it fades away.
This poem was result of Poets United’s writer, Ella’s wednesday prompt – on Shades of Grey in our lives. I chose my Grey of Love & Hate that often hounds me.. I guess it needs editing, but was worth a shot.. 🙂